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bitches aint shit

2008-09-24 01:58:00 by Lookaz

bitches aint shit but tricks and ho's - Snoop Dogg and Dr. Dre

broke up with that fuckin non-stop talker. thank god.
aint been on in a while. just bored as hell, thinking of going to go fuck a freshmen chick. I'd smoke a bowl, but 1 all i have is 11 bucks and no peace pipe anymore cuz some mexican guy on my bus stole it and sold it for 180 bucks, it was a damn nice one too!

yeah, i smoked a lil bit at this one chicks house, but apparently, becuase i sat across the room smoking a newport, i was the last one to get any of the weed. It wasnt that good anyway though.
that was today..... or techniqually where i am it is yesterday... cuz yesterday was 58 minutes ago.

damn... i need a Bong filled with Raspberry Smirinoff Vodka and a pound of Salvia, my friends Mark and Zac, and just get ill off that chronic shit, hell, go ahead and spill some powdered PCP into the mix, set up the lawn chairs in my manz garadge, get some Vodka, Whiskey, Wine, Venom Energy Drinks, a few Red Bulls, a bit of beer and Gin, and make a fuckin mixture for us three.... Sit back listen to Sublime... Marley.... 311.... NWA.... Kottonmouth Kings.... Hollywood Undead..... and any thing that is Rasta period.... Get baked.... get wasted.... later get laid with a skinny slutty hot freshmen chick...... Flip off the kids getting off the bus from catholic school while the fuzz drives by.... talk to my grandfather about politics, til he starts screaming about how back in the 40's America meant something..... have a few cigerettes.... hell, call each of my X-Girlfriends and insult them, then if they threaten to get their new boyfriend to beat me up, i bring my old mans glock and have a lil chat with that fucka!

a fucking PERFECT day.

PEACE


first shot

2008-09-17 01:33:36 by Lookaz

for the first time in my life, i drank something alcoholic on my own accord, meaning, i got fucking wasted off Newport Ciggerettes, Gin, Vodka, and nice wedge of lemon... my friend zac's garage is one of my most favorite places now! fuck yeah!


go back!

2008-09-11 18:49:46 by Lookaz

go back read the lyrics to the song i wrote, just there a post back.

by the way, im posting this to say that, and this too
im stoned off that good shit! fuck yeah!


song lyrics

2008-09-07 05:29:56 by Lookaz

"My Dove" - (written by Lucas T. Johnson, of Sadistic Christian Studios 2008-09 copyright 2008 all rights reserved)

It was a good winter
and we were in love
why didnt they tell me?
that you were more than my love?
more than a dove?
my dove?
In truth it was a lie,
and over two years past and i still want to die,
I still cry, tears of blood, for you....
MY MOTHERFUCKING DOVE!

YOU LEAVE ME BROKEN HEARTED
SHITTY'n RETARDED
I HATE YOU THREE YEARS LATER YOU FUCKING WHORE,
SO SLIT MY THROAT BEFORE I SLIT YOURS,
BECAUSE WHAT IS MINE IS YOURS, AND YOURS IS MINE,
CUZ WE ALL KNOW THAT DEMONS DONT ALWAYS STAY,
BEHIND CLOSED DOORS....

FUCK YOU!
YOU GODDAMN BITCH,
I'LL FUCK YOU UP LIKE AN ASSHOLE SNITCH,
THIS IS WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU SAY GOODBYE WITHOUT REGRET,
WITHOUT GIVING A SHIT!
YOU FACE DOWN BLEEDING WOULD SUFFICE
BUT ONLY DOING THAT WOULD BE TOO NICE,
I WANT TO RIP'n KILL, SLICE AND DICEM
CUZ WITH YOU,
A QUICK DEATH, WOULD BE WAY TOO NICE!

(guitar solo)

I swore life and limb...
I swore my soul...
I was hurt and shoved,
I felt unloved,
becuase you were it,
you were my love,
you were....
my...dove....................

(all goes silient except for bass, then it plumits back into the song)

SO NOW I SWEAR!
I'LL TEAR YOU LIMB FROM LIMB,
BURN YOUR CORPSE AGAIN AND AGAIN,
I'LL DESTROY YOUR SOUL,
WHILE I SMOKE THIS BOWL,
SO GET READY TO PAY THE TOLL
....
get ready to pay the toll....
get ready to pay the toll....
GET READY TO PAY THE TOLL!!!!!!
SO SELL YOUR SELL,
TO SOME OTHER GUY
FOR WHOM WHEN I THREATEN YOU,
YOU RUN TO AND CRY
BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA
WHAT YOU DID TO ME
WHAT YOUR DOING TO ME
I SAID IT ONCE I'LL SAY IT AGAIN,
BREAK IT OFF AGAIN
CUZ IM ABOUT TO GET RIPE WITH SIN,
...
and its your fault hunny.
i did jackshit and you gave nothing back.
all you did is give me a heart attack
so now i attack back!

(song takes same melody and goes much softer, but still screams)
(The screams for the next verse are meant to sound depressed almost as if weeping)

ALL
I WANTED
WAS AN APOLOGY...
BUT INSTEAD I GOT THIS CRAP
BUT INSTEAD ALL I DID IS SNAP...........

(song changes to a really REALLY soft melody, this is the ending)

you know...
you hear songs about people haveing a broken heart,
but for me,
thats not even a good start....
becuase of you my love,
its not broken, its past shattered....
its been ground to dust, and swept away
to you, did any of this, even matter?

I swore life and Limb
again and again...
I swore my soul....
i woulve given it all....
i loved you,
and you loved me back....
becuase you were that....
you were my love....
you were....
my...
dove...............


LSD

2008-09-06 02:11:49 by Lookaz

im going to go to the mall this weekend with my friend zac, and take 1 or 2 hits of acid, and just tripp balls all fuckin day long!!!! it'll be 420 all over again!!!!


Jag dyrka henne.

2008-08-30 18:32:11 by Lookaz

dude, i freaking loved my day yesterday...

it started off like anyother day, i woke up on friday 6am not knowing at all what the day held for me. Got up, made myself some microwavable Toquito's (with peppers in it! not fake Jalepeno either, were gunna get the real shit!), and i sat down with my old man, my cute loveable puppy (who is an Austrailian Cattle and Blue Heeler mix), and watched the WGN morning news. Got up at round 6:25 and grabbed a pack of marablo lights off my dads desk, got my bookbag, cell, and ipod nano, and stood at the bus stop for like 15 minutes cuz off a late bus, i smoked maybe 3 before the bus came, anyway, on the bus i talked to this one dude Cesaer about the gram of weed he owed me, he said to meet after school at "that one spot by jewel".
i got to school grabbed my gf (lynz) and went outside to the hood cross from the skool, then smoked a sqaure with her, just talked and shit.
she was supposed to do something else after school but i talked her into getting to come to my house after school, my man Shanaza (black dude who plays kickass rock'n'roll) and i chilled in study hall listening to Zeromancer and Dayton Family, then lunch...yada yada yada, it was lunch, not much to say, when your one of 3 guys at an all chick table, cock jokes are ensured.
later i took a drivers ed permit test, i felt good about it, i think i passed with at least a "B" which would pass me.
after that i had bio last period and we had to play with toys for some reason.. idk y.... but w/e, ya know? most of the time this cool dude, Eric Z. was talkin bout weed, and our teacher joined in telling us how she used to take hit after hit of acid, smoked weed, and even sold her body, and how it was all worth it (lol, she is a young hot teacher so it was awesome), then i got on my bus, smoked a square went and stole an Energy Drink from Jewel Osco, it was called "Venom" (BEST ENERGY DRINK EVER!!!!!)
i chilled for a while at the spot, went away, came back called lynz she came over, i smoked a bowl with cesaer while we waited, then i got a bowls worth and left with lynz, no parents home....

then...

i got laid, thats fuckin right, i lost my fuckin virginity before i graduated, you know what that means? it means fuck prom! Vices rule!

god damn...
Jag dryka henne.

Jag dyrka henne.


happy hands

2008-08-28 19:57:04 by Lookaz

Mina händer fick ganska nöjd med sin vertikala leende, så att säga, gud damn det var Stilguide awesome! Hon har allt! En rar ansikte, en rund ass, perky Tits, för att inte nämna att hon är smart också. Vilket i amerikanska flickor, är svåra att hitta, vi tillbringade gärna tre timmar bara mathållning runt ... Finger henne och allt. Mycket god tid om du frågar mig ...


sex and drugs

2008-08-26 18:04:49 by Lookaz

hazza bitches!

6:00pm chicago time im getting some chronic!

and earlier at

2:30pm chicago time i got a girlfriend for the first time in months!


mary-jane

2008-08-24 15:12:03 by Lookaz
Updated

i have been dry for nearly.... idk maybe a month or two, and its killing me, i need weed.... if i dont, i swear to god, im going to a Red Lobster, and killing everyone....

(emotionally)

purple haze with acid laced leaves dont cheap...


first day of school tomarrow...

2008-08-20 21:45:23 by Lookaz

the summer comes to a close yet again... as for tomarrow marks the first day of my Sophmore year at Plainfield North High School. It kinda pisses me off, but becuase they changed laws at the begining of my freshmen year, i wasnt able to take drivers ed 1st quarter last year, the law says i must be a sophmore at least to take the class...which is bull. but w/e. also another let down, is that half my friends from Romeoville went to Plainfield East High School (new school)... AND ANOTHER let down is that my friend Zac has a different lunch period then mine... which genuinely sucks ass. but that definatly does not mean im not just going to sneak into his lunch period as well as mine! lol

in the long run, i already know what to expect....
1. bitchy teachers
2. b- in drivers ed
3. getting only to second base
4. get made fun of cuz im apparently the "emo kid" (which is bullshit)
5. smoke alot of pot
6. get sent to the dean for making a political statement that was "not school appropriate" or "violent"
7. fail algrebra like i did last year.
8. ditch school on fridays
9. doodle during class
10. barely survive